Friday 14 February 2014

the first step,unknown...!!!

Really man....
i was jumbled... first with the idea of a blog, and then, i totally lost my way understanding the bare naked meaning of the words- "blog address".Eventually, i started thinking... and observing,rather just seeing (great Sherlock), & i came across this great quote -
                     "  Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds."
                                                                                        -Albert Einstein

Then i searched for the antonyms for the word 'mediocre', as i was clear that it meant...strange.
then i found out 'stellar', and thus the address became stellarmind.

Well,all that was just a spin.. a strong appeal to you that i am choosy, & i focus on impressing.But,
my mind is quite stable right now...Although i just ate my last night's dinner, havent slept since last day
 (yes, ofcourse),and moreover, the enthusiasm of writing a blog is keeping my spirits upheld.I had this same situation,sitting in a car,rushing for the first day to school..... Dad holding my hand,i throwing up in the lavatory..too scared to go then...too much happy now.. just one thing in mind...What will it be..what happens on the First's...

It's funny to see me struggling here, like we all did in our childhood times...  preadolescence,infancy,toddlerhood.
there was always someone to hold our back..but now, it's just me.

The thing is that, in the midst of this nostalgic period of our family's accompanying us...This gives us the true force to move forward,to show respect as well as earn it, to inspire and aspire...& this is the only thing making things reasonable,making us believe in ourself, to work things out, and more or less..Just having the fire to achieve something,rather than doing...and keep trying!!!

Its always the same situation- Difficult to say...Easy to write!!!
whether it was the first day in school, proposing a girl, the external taking the viva's, confronting the girl's brother, telling dad about the smoking habits, and realization of guilt..Words...if put in a correct sequence, can serve as a soothing agent, a song, a gush in veins, and a story, a dream, perhaps, to the next person.
so, today i take a step, reaching the desired place, removing my shoes, and konocking the door to say-
Thank you mom and dad, thank you for the gift of literature, provided by you...in this world, where people lie drunk on streets.thank you for providing me with all the elementary, as well as the materialistic things, while discarding your own things.Thank you for putting that sense of distinguishing good from bad and evil, necessity before needs,morality...and above all- love.

no matter what,i'll always love you both...
#evenafteriammarried :)